Tuesday, May 2, 2017

Ewan ko sayo Werner.

So, the super ex got married. He got married na years ago ata, but this time nag-church wedding sila here in Philippines.

First, I found out that their anniv date was "28", duh 28 ang anniversary date namin. Then, Sweetie ang pet name, duh again, I've been calling him Sweetie once in a while. But really our tawagan was BabyKo, nauna kame kila Miggy and Laida (John Lloyd and Sarah G.).

A friend of mine, messaged me on FB messenger on Saturday that nagpakasal nga ang Werner. Nung una, kase nga alam ko nagpakasal na sya pero never ako nakakita ng wedding pictures nila, puro prenup lang. Eh di sinilip ko yun FB account nya, aba ayun ang SDE nila. May part that Werner was reading the card from Grace's wedding gift for him na "marrying again on a church" or something like that, kaya now I'm sure na kinasal na nga talaga sila before pa.

Anyway, ang kinakainis ko lang, ang daming araw para magpakasal Werner. Meron pang 11 months, meron pang 30 days para pumili ng anniversary date. Baket April 27 pa?

See, our anniversary was April 28. Five and a half years kame. Five years kame nagbatian ng Happy Anniversary (well, 4 lang pala kase nawawala na sya on our fifth yr anniv). 66 months na dumating ang 28th. Baket pumili ka ng anniversary date same as ours, and wedding day na day before ng anniv natin? Ano ibig sabihin non?

I dont want to assume, and I dont have to, I dont need to. Pero baket nga?


Does she know that day after your wedding date was our anniversary? Does she know about me? Does she know that pumatol ka sa matanda to survive nursing school? Does she know niloko mo ako (or basta ang ex mo), or does she know you owe my dad thousands of pesos and didnt pay? Does she know that your dad was an asshole to one of your ex'es (ehhhh ako nga)? Does she know that 28, your anniversary date was our anniversary date?

I am saying I am happy for you, but there's a part of me that I am not. Maybe I am a little bitter. Not because you didn't marry me. But how come your family liked her and didnt like me? How come you asked her to marry you when I waited for you to ask me for years?

Truth is, I am happy we didnt end up together. No, not that happy "HAPPY" naman, kase I did wish na magkatuluyan tayo when we were still together. I am partly happy kase di ko naging family ang family mo. Especially your bastos dad. I am partly happy di tayo nagkatuluyan kase ayoko magpakasal sa manloloko.

Now, I wish you nothing but happiness. You look like you are happy naman. Walang halong sarcasm to, I am happy with my life now. And I still want to thank you for setting me free. Dahil ayoko manatili sa relasyon puno ng kasinungalingan. Thank you kase hindi ako magiging ganito ka-strong kung hindi dahil sa iyo. So, really... THANK YOU! 


Congrats Werner and Grace!


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