Been almost 3 months

Since we last talked. He last sent me a message on Viber was May pa, while I was in Subic. He asked me bat daw ako nandon, and he said kakauwi lang nya. I didnt answer him kung ano ginagawa ko don but I just said Ok. He didnt answer na and never read my last messsage. I was only 25mins late mag-respond, coz I was sleeping, but yon. Andon na si Avegail that time, siguro one week na.

Hindi sya nag-online for 2 months and then yan, nag-online sya on July 17. Still, didnt read my message, I guess naka hide ulet ako sa Viber nya. 

Syempre, eto na longgest wala kame communication. Umaasa pa rin ako na mag-message sya saken kahit nakikita ko sa mga posts ni Avi na panay labas nila. Ewan ko, siguro umasa ako sa sinabi nyang hindi sya makakatagal kasama si Avi dahil sa ugali nito. Parati nya sinasabi saken na "Kilala ko sarili ko", "Ayoko nasasakal ako", etc.

Until this weekend, napa-isip ako, I miss him so much. But kailangan ko na tanggapin na it is over between us. Really over. Hayaan ko na lang sila.  I need to move on. We dont have a future naman eh.

So... BJ, thank you. Thank you for making me realize na hindi pa ako bato, thank you napalambot mo pa puso ko, thank you kase naramdaman ko ulet paano ma-in love and maging masaya. Thank you kase minahal mo rin ako. Thank you dahil hindi mo ako sinukuan. Thank you dahil natuto ka mag-open up saken. Your secrets are safe with me. Just know, I really did love you. Parati man kita pinagtutulukan, pero mahal kita. Goodbye.