... he knows the way to my heart. ..he knows how to make me smile. ..he knows how to give me butterflies and stars.
Nakakainis no?! I really dont want this feelings I have for him. Well, I like it. But I dont want it. Gets? Pano nga ba?
Okay, I love him. Or maybe I think I do but really, not. Maybe akala ko lang love nararamdaman ko. Because of the kilig I'm having. I havent been in love for a while so di na ako sure pano talaga ma-in love ulet.
I love the feeling when I hear his voice. I melt whenever he calls me "Baby Cakes", or when he suddenly sent me "I miss you" or "na-miss ko boses mo" or "gusto na kita maamoy baby".
Last night, kinilig ako when he said "sarap mo lambingin". Grrrr
And this morning, I wanted to tell him I love him. (kahit di ko sure yon talaga nararamdaman ko, pero feeling ko kailangan ko sabihin), so I sent him a message saying "Baby may gusto ako sabihin sayo", aba tumawag. Di ko tuloy masabi kase parang pang text yung moment ko. Hahha kaya sabi nya sige magtext na lang daw kame.
Last Friday, nag-message din kame. He asked me if mahuli ko sya nag-bar, magagalit daw ba ako. I said kung alam ko hindi syempre. Eh pag sa club daw, nilinaw namin anong club. Hahaha strip club daw, sabi ko ok lang mag-table. Wag lang take home. Sabi ko a man goes to a strip club doesnt mean he's cheating. Wag lang talaga maka-do yun girl.
Anyway, Avegail found out about him going to the strip club. Apparently, his bestfriend's wife found the pictures from the club and sent it to Avegail. Syempre may away naganap. He said "sana nga iwan na lang ako para wala na problema" sabi ko naman suyuin nya. Hahahaha tanga talaga ako, parati na lang ako ganyan. Butihing kabit ampotah.
Nung weekend pala, nag OT sya. I asked why. He said "para may pang gala tayo" hahaha now, para nung first month na nag uusap kame, excited sya sa pag uwi and making plans. Since March kase, never na ulet kame nag-usap about sa kung uuwi pa nga ba sya and sa mga gusto nya gawin pagdating nya. Basta ang alam ko lang, gusto namin magka-baby. Hahaha
Ano kaya sign kailangan ko, para malaman ko if "love" nga nararamdaman ko sa kanya, or just the idea of feeling in love lang. Kase sayang naman lahat kung wala naman pala talaga akong pagmamahal naramdaman diba?! Oh well. Lets just see.
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